“Then I realized that I might inhale all of his scent at once and there won’t be enough to last until he comes back and decided to ration it out until May”

AAAAAH, I cried. Just sharing.

Also, I have started assuming the worst, ever since I got pregnant. I used to be worried that the bus would get in a wreck, or someone would hit us while we walked to the doctor, or that Sean would get in a bad bike wreck (and then he DID, and I was even more terrified), and now that we have Jasper..it’s just ridiculous. I sometimes get worried if Sean doesn’t let me know he made it to work, I can’t imagine what it would be like for FOUR months.

If you need to talk about anything, I’m pretty sure you have my number, and I mean it. My evenings are fairly free, Jazz goes to bed at 7 (CST), so after that is usually good. I’ll also check into getting a camera for the computer–maybe we can all (you, me, Jazz, Aiman) chat that way!

You and Saad should look into cameras for your computers! Does he have one as well? At least then you could see one another.

I remember when my boyfriend was in the Philippines for two weeks, I missed him soooo much and I was worried too, since he was so far away! I had some of his clothes in my room, so I would wear them and smell them all the time. It made me feel better, but at the same time I missed him even more.

Yes, keep yourself busy and focus on other things in your life! That kind of helps. And always keep swimming~!